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| Ever stayed up at night thinking about all the possible things you could have done with your life, all the time spent procastinating before exams, watching random useless but still damn funny youtube videos, staring out the window dreaming about being outside of the window.
A friend recently is trying to inspire himself to do better in life. I think we all are but each to its own time. Unfortunately speed has never been my asset. and much the opposite.
Laid back, unworrying, unchanging, undesiring and just getting through life like everyday was the day before except one step closer to being independant. But as this rapidly approaches around the corner can i afford to still close my eyes and say hey chillax theres always tommorow.
Sleeping at night is hard for an insomniac. I must empathise with them for how i been feeling over the last month.
Why are thoughts running so high when the body wants to function down.
I guess somewhere in there , i must have a burning desire to do something.
To set my stone , to lay the pebble, to take that first step, and to make things happen.
Hopefully this Sunday would be a turning point for me. As i make my way to the finishing line
would i be thinking, its finished i can go back to normal again
Or would i be going "hey ive done this and if i can do this, then i can do more."
Would this somewhat plain routine become filled with proper practical meaning.
When the fit guy runs, i think he would be running to keep things the way they are
When the old guy run hes running probaly to remember how things used to be
So when the Fat boy runs, what is he running for
I think he would be running to forget how things used to be
and forge how things should be.
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| Can you answer 49 questions about your best friend?
What's their first name?
Mikkithebiatch
Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nup, though girlfriends would be countless
Do you know any secrets about them?
i would like to think so too
How old is the person?
she's barely 18 as i found out not long ago =P
Has he/she ever cooked for you?
if she ever cook for me, i would know she wants to kill me.
Do you pick each others nose?
...
When was the last time you thought about the person?
after forgettin her birthday and thinking what an idiot i am.
Are you related to this person?
would feel like it sometimes, but nup.
Are you really close to him/her?
up and downs, downs lately.
Do you have a nickname for each other?
Mikkidese .. like mcdonalds.. get it?
How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
not much.
Do you think they will repost this?
well they posted it first lol, and yes i do know ur bday now so bring it on =P
Could you live with this person?
if we had a cigarette and a cigarrette free zone just like a bar, yeah definitely.
Why is this person your best friend?
spontaneous, loyal and her name is mikkidese!
Have you seen this person cry?
vodka = GG
How long have you known this person?
getting to 4 years now
Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
yeah.. a few times
Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
ah, not unless i would like to be chainsawed once her parents come home seeing me there.
If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
i would like to believe in fairytales that she would move with me =D
Have you ever given this person something?
A nice bottle of baileys... ps. never let this chick hold anything, Seriously!
Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person ?
not that i remember. though, mikki defines the whole meaning of illegal.
Would you date this person's siblings?
no siblings hence no?
Have you ever made something with this person?
nup.
Have you and your #1 fought before?
probaly, but i like to turn it around and put a smile instead of a frown.
Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
not in a million years.
Are they on drugs?
LOL oh ... how shld i really answer this one?? really..
Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
im a man, shes a chick, hence no
Have you two made up a hand shake?
yes we have, we made up one involving us both never managin to handshake each other. .
If it was "Freaky Friday" would you switch bodies with this person?
be mikki for a day, i wouldnt last a second
Has this person ever seen you dance?
she would die in awesomeness.
Have you ever heard this person sing?
yes and she does a pretty dam good job of it too.
Do you and this person have a saying?
forgot.
Do you know this persons hotmail password?
yes , she doesnt change her pw as often as she should =P
Do you know this persons best friend?
na duh
Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
yeah, it was resolved though, thankfully.
Does this person cry a lot?
once again Vodka = GG
Have you met any of this person's ex's?
nup, not that keen on to though.
Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
coffee and buffy, that rhymes as well hah.
Do you and this person talk a lot?
not lately
Have you ever licked this person?
nah, she would be too bitter =P
Has this person yelled at you?
uncountable.
Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
unfortanately, this world finds it slack for guys to punch girls but totally fine with girls punching guys..
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| And then.
Study ends
And then
Party begins
Now then, shall we play hard or sleep hard?
Either way i intend you to be der for it ;)
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| when play comes to an end
and you approach that very end
you realise
there is nothing left
but to study
i've had my fair share of study in the past. but none quite like what's ahead of me
Am i prepared?
or would i yield to paths of randomness to kill time before i fail.
That is one choice i have to make this june.
Its study time. 
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